[Why? That question brings about a certain bitterness that almost has D33 laughing at his comm..
[Why. This isn't the first time he's been asked, but he stopped asking himself that question a long time ago. There had been a number of answers given, of course - they were God's "chosen people". Their trials would lead to divinity and safety. The outside world was toxic and decaying and they were being kept safe and strong underground.
[Then there was the real answer - the more practical answer, anyway. That Royce needed an army to carry out his schemes. That the numbers themselves may as well have been running that decaying world with all of the influence R01 had over it.
[But neither of those answers will satisfy what Archie is trying to ask. Why? Because they were numbers and they were meaningless. Because no God cared for them, real or false. Because Royce Montgomery was a bored child with an army of toys to play with at his leisure.
[There was no reason. There is no reason, for those that D33 has left behind. Pure, unadulterated, human cruelty is the only real answer. But "just because" hardly seems worth saying.]
you have relatively free access to the world and can pursue whatever you want it's not a compliment so much as an observation of the basic freedom a person deserves to have
[D33 really doesn't know what to say to that. He's never stopped to consider that he might "deserve" anything - if he did, it probably wasn't anything good. After all, D33 has never really been one to try to deny what he's done - at least not to himself.
[As if people ever actually get what they deserve anyway, D33 thinks.]
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first is anyone from the dictatorship present here?
second
why?
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[Though, thanks for the paranoia spike, Archie.]
What do you mean "why"?
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just
why anything
why was it like that
why did they do that to you
u asked for this tl;dr
[Why. This isn't the first time he's been asked, but he stopped asking himself that question a long time ago. There had been a number of answers given, of course - they were God's "chosen people". Their trials would lead to divinity and safety. The outside world was toxic and decaying and they were being kept safe and strong underground.
[Then there was the real answer - the more practical answer, anyway. That Royce needed an army to carry out his schemes. That the numbers themselves may as well have been running that decaying world with all of the influence R01 had over it.
[But neither of those answers will satisfy what Archie is trying to ask. Why? Because they were numbers and they were meaningless. Because no God cared for them, real or false. Because Royce Montgomery was a bored child with an army of toys to play with at his leisure.
[There was no reason. There is no reason, for those that D33 has left behind. Pure, unadulterated, human cruelty is the only real answer. But "just because" hardly seems worth saying.]
I don't know.
I suppose it doesn't really matter.
i love it
but i won't press
<3
That is simply how things are where I came from.
We were not raised to question such things.
[And severely punished if they chose to do so anyway.]
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sorry dee
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You've nothing to apologize for.
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i'm just saying sorry where i feel it necessary
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I will ask that you've kept what we've discussed between us, Archie. Can I trust you to do so?
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even if i had an interested in airing your dirty laundry, who would i even tell?
anyway
i promise
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[Wait for it.]
I thank you.
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at least you got a chance to have a new life here
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[He's not gonna give you the satisfaction of saying you're right, but he knows it's true.]
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I can't tell whether that's meant to be a compliment or an insult.
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it's not a compliment so much as an observation of the basic freedom a person deserves to have
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[As if people ever actually get what they deserve anyway, D33 thinks.]
It's different, as I've said.
It has its value.
I don't deserve anything.
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What does my knife have to do with any of this?
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because im still mad about you pulling it on niko
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When exactly are you going to let this go?
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roll safe dee
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